Where Do I Go From Here?

I am getting better, I swear that I am, but how does it help me to know that the Ex had a baby girl with the new wife on April 14? How does it help to know that a college classmate got the job that I thought I should have had by now? And that in taking it she now has to sell her $340,000 home in another city? How does this help me when I can't find anything in my price range of $150,000?

It doesn't help me in any way but you know what? It doesn't hurt me anymore either. It's immaterial. I need to focus on what I'm doing in MY life. What makes ME happy. It's a journey, not a destination. And what a long strange trip it has been.